Natsu, I’m sorry.
I got hooked on gambling,
Turned to loan sharks,
And ended up like this…
It felt amazing…
I won big at the casino,
Got carried away, splurged,
And even gave Natsu luxury bags and gifts.
I was completely floating on air.
Falling into the abyss happened in an instant…
One more big win… I thought I could still turn things around.
I became obsessed,
But nothing worked out.
Then, I was called to the loan shark’s office.
Since I couldn’t earn enough on my own,
They dragged Natsu into it too.
10 million yen—there was no way I could pay that back.
Even after gathering Natsu’s savings and borrowing from relatives, we only had 2 million.
The remaining 8 million had to be paid back through doujin AV filming and casino part-time work.
I could only watch as Natsu
Sucked the loan shark’s d●ck,
Got f●cked raw,
And creampied,
While I could only wipe away the cum—such emptiness.
The videos sold way better than expected.
She was supposed to keep her face hidden,
But they said she’d earn more if she showed her face,
So Natsu started appearing openly.
The loan shark boss took a liking to her,
And the video shoots became more intense.
I was put in charge of editing the videos,
And I hated seeing Natsu getting turned on by other men.
Finally, the debt was repaid…
I thought Natsu and I could move forward together.
So I proposed, “Let’s get married.”
But she shot me down with, “Are you stupid?”
Even though the debt was fully paid,
Natsu wanted to continue filming.
And she officially debuted as an AV actress
Under the name “Hinata Natsu.”
It seems her shining place
Wasn’t marrying me, but being an AV actress.